A magazine of sound and fury
Dana Wilde
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Sirius
You know Orion always comes up sideways. Throwing his leg up
over the Dixmont mountains he strides into the evening sky, and
by about 11 p.m. in winter you can see his dog behind him with
legs outstretched and a large bright star in its shoulder.
Sirius, the star is called, which is the Latin form of a Greek word
that means "scorching." Arab astronomers called it al-Shi'ra, the
same basic word, meaning "the shining one." These names make
perfect literal sense. Sirius is the brightest star we see besides the
sun. It's nicknamed the "Dog Star" because it's the lead star in Canis
Major, the Big Dog. It gives August's "Dog Days" their name, not
because it's visible then, but the opposite -- because, as the ancient
astronomers knew, it's near the sun (and therefore obliterated for
us by sunlight) at the hottest time of year.
Sirius is a strange star to look at because, on a clear black night, it
scintillates unusually sharply. Robert Burnham in his "Celestial
Handbook" says its actual color is white with a blue tinge. Ancient
astronomers described it as red, which it's definitely not now.
When in the 1970s the British pop-astronomer Patrick Moore asked
TV viewers to describe what color Sirius was on a particular night
and time, more than 5,000 replied: Half said it was bluish or
bluish-white, about a quarter said white, 14 percent said it flashed
all colors, and others said greenish, yellowish or orange.
On the surface this might simply mean that stars are too far away
to tell, anyway, so it's all in your mind's eye. But this isn't true,
really. Most stars show a definite color to the eye. Betelgeuse at
Orion's shoulder is red. Rigel, at Orion's foot, is bluish-white.
Many winter nights I've watched Sirius glint white, green and red,
blue, yellow. It transcends what we call "twinkling," which is a
result not of star combustion but of light bending and splitting as
it courses through the Earth's unsteady air. Each one of the millions
upon millions of stars that shine down on us has its own
characteristics of light that develop in particular ways when they
hit our eyes.
Sirius' flashing distinguishes it from other stars, and gives it a
character. A sort of inner tingle ripples in my mind, whether I look
at it through a telescope or glance up from the driveway. It's a
fleeting experience of Sirius' particular beauty, I guess.
Beauty is a real thing. Whatever brain-chemicals the stars' colors,
locations and brightnesses stir up, the experience is real.
This starts to be reckless talk, scientifically speaking, because at
some point the beauty is no longer in the iris and cornea but in the
mind's eye. In the eye of the beholder, like they say. And yet, down
through the eons the stars have consistently provoked the same
feelings - awe, vastness and depth. Even scientists, try as they
might to partition off their feelings, are moved by starlight.
At some point the stars get personal. You might make fun of this
way of doing things, but lifelong curiosity about our place among
the infinities leads to strange findings. The stars' distinct colors
and magnitudes reveal, with observation, personalities. Sirius'
beauty is of a completely different tenor than Altair's, or Algol's in
Perseus. The way your experience of Cadillac Mountain is different
from your experience of Kansas cornfields. Same thing -- natural
beauty -- but different qualities and powers.
Climate's Weather
By William Hathaway
Some worship life, the sun
that gives it, that is, and some death
because it's at least eternal,
though always they make up a life
for it. Sun on his shoulder
made him happy, the singer sang.
The shine of it. Enough bullshit,
though - hard work kills people
all the time. The chilly trudge
over rocks through river mist
and down under bitter tamaracks
makes the warm yellow seep
through dry meadow bracken
feel quite fine. Until sweat
itches under the straps. Soon
it seems like the meadowlarks
we scare up ahead of us
with such cheery little cries
in fact hate us. Not forever
like we do, but isn't an instant
really forever? A flash of light
from east to west, someone
once said? Billions of years
are but a wink before you're
judged. If you so believe.
That singer was not in fact happy;
a warm caress showed him
what happiness was. Of course,
what thoughts fly up to flit
away at random on a long hike
in high mountains can take
any shade of light you choose.
Such is your freedom:
absolutely no one minds.
William Hathaway
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Thirty Below
By D.W. Brainerd
Now the whole world seems to
snap and shatter, any mite
of matter breaking moisture
liable to crack like glass or
explode like firecrackers,
booms in brooks and rivers,
sap now blasted out of tree trunks,
bark in tatters, wood in slivers.
Not a vessel made holds water
now, when cascades
flow outward, suddenly
as hard and bright as diamonds.
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